Saturday, February 25, 2012


Some may think it's easier to conduct themselves in this world if they could only see and hear their Otherworld Entities.  While at times it is helpful, at other times they will leave you completely in the dark and drive you insane. Okay, not literally insane, but they will be as vague as possible while maintaining a façade of providing information.  

My Watcher can be so helpful at times.  She offers suggestions, gives insight, and helps with so many things.  But she will not tell me everything.  Sometimes the answer I receive is so non-descript that it drives me to ask more questions.  

And after a while she gets tired of avoiding my questions and just leaves.  So then I ask another entity, and not wanting to deal with the wrath of her decision to keep me in the dark, they will give me nothing as well.

It is frustrating beyond belief.  

Most of the time, I just have to trust her and let things play out.  (Well, I don't really have a choice in the matter, things play out whether I want them to or not.)   And usually everything works out okay, the unfolding of the situation is bogged down by time.  Waiting, and waiting, and waiting for a situation to develop of unfold.  

And she can't force anything to happen.  She can introduce situations, add a bit of magick here or there, but even she must allow the machination of the universe to unfold.  The world operates in cycles, and these cycles can be influenced and manipulated to a point.  But they can't be skipped over entirely.  

It is hard for me to be patient at times.  It is hard for my Watcher to be patient with me at times.  

She tells me it will be okay.  And I know it will be okay in the end, but that doesn't make the wait any easier.  It doesn't make the worry or the desperation for change any easier.  

The only thing I can do is ground and center and find inner peace while I wait.    

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